My Life

8 July 2010

2010-07-08T16:38:00.000+08:00

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04022010

2010-02-04T01:07:00.002+08:00

I close my world onto myself.

I feel that i'm not being understood.
I feel irritated.
I dont know whether to be angry or sad.
I'm about to burst my bottle.
But yet, i try to hold it back.
Silence, is not the only option, but i find no where to go to.
Life is miserable.

29012010

2010-01-29T21:33:00.000+08:00

Hello.

29 Jan 2010.

Not enough sleep.

14012010

2010-01-12T07:47:00.001+08:00

二零一零年一月十二号

你，不是真正的快乐。

03012010

2010-01-03T02:22:00.000+08:00

30122009

2009-12-30T02:26:00.002+08:00

Hello Readers.

I'm back. One month has gone since i last blogged.

Events that happened?
My birthday! I'm officially 21 years old already.

Christmas passed. Now waiting for the new year.

Let bygones be bygones.

Wish for the best for everyone.

男人与公狗

2009-11-27T10:02:00.000+08:00

一条狗一个人枯坐淡水河口。

18/11/09

2009-11-18T01:08:00.003+08:00

After so long, i've finally come out with a list of WANTS.

- A Mp3
- A deuter backpack
- More 3/4 pants
- More LEGO City series. (excludes Fire Station)

Not many, but still something.

- Got my earpiece. steady pom pi pi
- Will settle the pants issue when i go to malacca for the weekend.
- LEGO.. wait for more money.

16/11/09

2009-11-16T06:21:00.003+08:00

在这早晨，我睡不着。
心里唱着“寂寞考”，
音乐却播着“时光机”。
我想，我还是逃离这疯狂世界！

2009-11-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

还是把自由还给你。

29102009

2009-10-29T01:58:00.002+08:00

十月二十九日早晨二时

我也不知道我在想些什么。
只知道这一切是多么的安静。

如果把这一切形容成“苦中作乐”，我也不知道是对不对的。

19102009

2009-10-19T10:01:00.001+08:00

Candy Line

2009-10-14T07:18:00.000+08:00

3 Oct 2009

2009-10-03T08:11:00.000+08:00

So then everything done till now is still rendered worthless.

18092009

2009-09-18T07:24:00.001+08:00

五月的雪
覆盖沙漠
溶化以后
爱是绿洲

16 Sep 2009

2009-09-16T22:44:00.002+08:00

忘记了从前.
胡乱了现在.
搞乱了将来.

这一切,
值得吗?
我问自己.

15/9/09

2009-09-15T00:13:00.000+08:00

放弃规则
放纵去爱
放肆自己
放空未来

13/9/2009

2009-09-13T19:23:00.000+08:00

Its been 8 years.
And i miss my grandma.

2009-09-13T12:11:00.001+08:00

Unmeibito

2009-08-28T15:07:00.001+08:00

250809

2009-08-25T17:58:00.001+08:00

What is life?

Life is living to the fullest.
Making decisions are important in life.
I believed i've made mine.

250809

2009-08-25T00:24:00.001+08:00

Give me a reason to smile again.

I need a reason to smile again.

For now,

Goodnight world.
Goodnight earth.
Goodnight people.
Goodnight.

20/08/09

2009-08-20T00:03:00.000+08:00

It's been long.
It's 11 months.
Another month to go and it'll be a year.
Time flies.
It seemed like only yesterday where i got to know her.
The times we spent together during the forum.
It was all so sweet.

Recently, things happened to the people around me.
I really wished them all the best, to moving on with life.
Do not press pause, cos it'll be a waste of time. And it's not worth it.
So just move on.

I'm bored.
I need to study.
Yet I can't find the mood to study.
I'm playing EVONY.
But yet it follows real time.
Too time taking.
I hope to find another game.
But studies come first. Oh well.
I'm bored.
Internet isn't working too good, due to typhoon in Taiwan.
We're being affected.
How i hope it'll all be over soon.
How i hope internet will be fixed soon.
How i hope life will all be better.

17/8/09

2009-08-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

RIOT TOUR

RIOT GIRL
HIRANO AYA

SUPER DRIVER

2009-08-12T17:49:00.001+08:00

Budokan

2009-08-08T11:45:00.001+08:00

060809

2009-08-06T00:33:00.002+08:00

Hua Hello.

Update.

Exams soon. Hols soon. Attachment soon.

Work soon. Many things soon. All too soon.

But don't worry. I am not Ah Soon.

LG. Life's Good.

Hooked to the anime K-On recently.
And Gintama is still as good as ever.

Today was a tired day.
Skipped classes for Choir Performance.
Kinda errr.
That feeling.

Mr Brown's National Day Song.
'lekuasimi', up on YouTube.
Very funny. Very good.
He can really write songs.

Thats all for now.
Ciaos.

260709

2009-07-26T00:13:00.001+08:00

ALOHA

MUI NAMA IS KENI.

OO EE OO AA AA.

CHENG CHENG WA LA WA LA BING BANG.

OO EE OO AA AA.

CHENG CHENG WA LA WA BING BANG!

THE END.

210709

2009-07-21T00:14:00.000+08:00

$4 to live for the rest of the month.

Starve to death.

Die.

070709

2009-07-07T15:23:00.001+08:00

Yeah yeah. and here we go again. i can't be bothered already

Michael Jackson

2009-06-28T12:21:00.003+08:00

Michael Jackson

1958 - 2009

180609

2009-06-18T20:01:00.003+08:00

I have a very sickening fella in my class.

Thanks ah Stanley Ho.

140609

2009-06-14T11:50:00.001+08:00

Love should be so beautiful.

130609

2009-06-13T14:36:00.002+08:00

2 Days after exam.
2 days of bbq food continuosly.
2 days without voice.

I sound horribly low now. And sometimes zao sia.

on medication. on lozenges. on water.

and the girl is sleeping soundly on my bed. guess she's really tired. (:

well, sleep soundly. sleep tight, my girl.

09062009

2009-06-09T12:17:00.002+08:00

SAKURA FAMILY
RESTAURANT
HALAL THAI CHINESE CUISINE
1 SENGKANG SQUARE #03-18
COMPASSPOINT SINGAPORE 545078
TABLE NO.15
BILL NUMBER 91934. GUEST 2.

HONG KONG HO FUN (LARGE) X1 $15
TOM YAM SEAFOOD SOUP (SMALL) X1 $10
SAMBAL KANG KONG X1 (SMALL) $7
LIME JUICE X2 $5.60

SUB-TOTAL $37.60
GST $2.63
NET TOTAL $40.25
CASH TEND $50
CHANGE $9.75

08062009

2009-06-08T00:07:00.003+08:00

Today is the day.

The day of the EXAM.

And i freaking don't understand what's written on the book.

Oh well~

Lets celebrate this day with a song.

Please remember to eat your breakfast everyday.

31/5/2009

2009-05-31T00:48:00.000+08:00

你最珍贵.

29/5/09

2009-05-29T09:50:00.003+08:00

whatever~

each time i ask,
you just look away,
or ignore me,
or shake your head.

and you actually say i didn't give you a chance to speak.

i hate it.

27/5/09

2009-05-27T01:13:00.000+08:00

26/5/09

2009-05-25T23:51:00.002+08:00

I'm very very lost now.

Thanks for giving me the chance to drink.

Had a can of beer. Only if i could have more and forget everything.

It isn't the first time this is happening already.

Very very upset. Very very heartache.

25/5/09

2009-05-25T22:49:00.002+08:00

From this moment on, i'm lost.

I'm getting irritated by the song that she's playing because it doesn't help at all.

And i just. Fail.

But i really do love her so much that i can't afford to let her go.

The heart aches.

25/5/09

2009-05-25T21:02:00.004+08:00

10 x 10

I'm tired today. I couldn't think of anything more. I guessed I didn't sleep much at all. But it's alright. The time spent with WEENEE is always the best, compared to anything else.

but sometimes, there are always times where things go wrong. i'm lost for words.

24/5/09

2009-05-24T00:13:00.002+08:00

Stuck for 2 hours staring at the same screen. Didn't even progress at all.

21/5/09

2009-05-21T01:16:00.000+08:00

Rock'n roll的style !

18/5/09

2009-05-18T01:51:00.001+08:00

this is bad. i suck. fullstop.

13/5/09

2009-05-13T08:49:00.000+08:00

Take it down the house, yo.

8/5/09

2009-05-08T00:01:00.000+08:00

Up in the dark sky

Lies a universe so deep, so wide

No one knows what lies within

For all humans see is only clouds and stars.

Ever thought of venturing in?

Into the galaxy so far away from us,

So vast and so high up in the sky.

Take the next step to fly up into space,

Discover the hidden secrets of the universe,

Then bring them all back to Earth.

Down to Earth. 2009.

6.5.09

2009-05-06T22:47:00.001+08:00

4th May, DUCKY WAS HERE.

2009-05-04T00:58:00.015+08:00

In the dark sky,

I see a green and a red.

p.s:
hello people! its WEENEE here :D
mr. kenny quah's internet connection is down,
i'm here to help with blogging.

that guy is cracking lame jokes at the other end of the line,
and trying to irritate me every now and then.

SOMEBODY, TAKE HIM AWAY. NOW.
tie him to a tree with a tape over his mouth or something.
i'll give you a lollipop for that! (X

gawd.
i'm HUNGRY.

& i needa stop surfing of all those webbies with pretty clothes.
the number of trips mr.postman makes down to my house, is scary.
this whole SHOPPING thing IS ADDICTIVE, i swear.

oops.i think i should stop here already.
before i indulge in my randomness too much and forgets this aint my ranting site.
so, goodnight world.

oh, and he said i could blog here if i want to, so there (:

30.4.09

2009-04-30T19:55:00.001+08:00

Freaking pek cek today. All thanks to FYP.

And no more counting of days. Kinda no point.

30.4.09

2009-04-30T05:40:00.000+08:00

Day 10

The fever is burning my brain out.

28.4.09

2009-04-28T05:36:00.000+08:00

Day 8

"你是我心中一句惊叹"

26.4.09

2009-04-26T23:35:00.001+08:00

26 April.

Grandioso IV.

It was great.

It was far too great.

Thank you all for coming and helping out.

25.4.09

2009-04-25T13:07:00.002+08:00

Day 5

I'm worried. I'm just dead worried.

And my back aches alot. It's really aching and painful.

I just hope i can do well tomorrow.

24.4.09

2009-04-24T08:58:00.003+08:00

Day 4

Mr Raindrop

I'm cleaning my hands off everything.

其实没有我你分不出那些差别,
结局还能多明显.
别说你会难过,
别说你想改变.
被爱的人不用道歉.

23.4.09

2009-04-23T13:26:00.002+08:00

Enough of competition. I'm tired of all that talk. I'm doing all this purely for myself. Period.

23.4.09

2009-04-23T00:04:00.002+08:00

Day 3.

Today is..barely okay.

Didn't expect much though.

Where have all the flowers gone?

22.4.09

2009-04-22T12:53:00.002+08:00

I just borrowed a book on Surveying from the school's library. I swear i'm gonna finish it.

Saw Sok Yum too. She say i've gone thinner. I agree. After all that sweating out and exercising and of course, other factors, i've indeed become thinner. I look fine the way i am right now. Just fine. I'm happy with it.

And my world has opened up too. No more darkness.

Thank you.

22.4.09

2009-04-22T00:02:00.000+08:00

Day 2

I'm happy the way things are right now (:

21.4.09

2009-04-21T20:02:00.001+08:00

I'M HAPPY !!!

21.4.09

2009-04-21T17:16:00.000+08:00

20.4.09

2009-04-21T00:57:00.002+08:00

Day 1.

We sorted out our problems. It's a month to go. I believe i can do it. I hope she'll do fine during the month. At the meantime, i just need to recall the 'me' who I really am 1 year ago. The time where we just started off.

Places i'd like to revisit is Vivo City's roof area and a walk at Pasir Ris Park.

Swings are nice.
Doremon is good.
Ducky is love.

On the lighter note:
FAITH LEO SAID I AM BETTER LOOKING THAN JAE JOONG.
(I don't really know how to spell his name, but YES. This is the fact. HaHaHa. Sorry girls.)

And i just realised Daphne Low stays quite close to my house, and she stays on the 2nd storey toilet of Dunman Sec Sch. Cool~

Till the next time~

20.4.09

2009-04-20T06:47:00.006+08:00

Reading through her past entries.

I cried.

Memories between you and me.

I really miss them.

And I really miss you too..

18.4.09

2009-04-18T20:26:00.006+08:00

It was no coincidence that we met.
It is destiny that brought us together.

18/4/09

2009-04-18T02:03:00.002+08:00

Fragments of memories, coming from all over.
Gathering in one spot. Put them in a bottle.
I'll label it as the past.

In there, there's the happy and unhappy memories.

The happy memories stay at the bottom of the bottle, hoping to stay there forever, and being noticed.

The unhappy memories struggling to get out of the bottle, not wanting to be trapped.

And of course, there is also a third type of memory.
It's the bad memory.
Waiting to be destroyed.

Then comes a new set of memories. Waiting to be filled with something.

17.4.09

2009-04-17T21:04:00.001+08:00

i'm tired. i'm awfully tired.

its just a problem that cannot be solved.

Nine Ball

2009-04-17T09:19:00.003+08:00

也许...

那一年的我,根本不是现在的我.

16/4/2009

2009-04-16T23:33:00.000+08:00

As tears fill the broken heart.

16/4/09

2009-04-16T22:21:00.000+08:00

it's never gonna be the same again. ain't it?

just leave things the way they are huh?

16.4.09

2009-04-16T08:20:00.002+08:00

This is me. The bangla worker.

Jewel Song

2009-04-15T06:43:00.000+08:00

15/4/09

2009-04-15T06:25:00.000+08:00

and she said.

True happiness comes from within.

so i start searching for mine..

14.4.09

2009-04-14T23:21:00.003+08:00

2nd day without dinner.

I seriously don't know what i'm doing.

i'm tired today.

6 hours under the hot sun.
Almost died from dehydration.
Almost ran out of cash today. (in the end i still did run out of cash)
Lucky had enough to buy drinks.

The mind is still wondering.
The heart isn't settled.
I hope to get over it soon.

14/4/09

2009-04-14T06:41:00.000+08:00

As the heart sings a peaceful melody, the mind starts to go to sleep.

13.4.09

2009-04-13T22:23:00.001+08:00

This part is life is called heartache.

I've had the longest and most painful brainwash ever.

And I know theres more to come.

13/4/09

2009-04-13T14:34:00.003+08:00

I used to think that the world is a beautiful place to live in.
But then i realised it wasn't.
Not now, not before, not in the future.

Life is just a full of emptiness.
The world is just filled with hallucinations.
No one knows what is going to happen next.
Absolutely no one.

I've given up. On whatever it is.
I'll just leave everything to fate.

That is my..decision.

12/4/09

2009-04-12T09:59:00.001+08:00

11.4.09

2009-04-11T08:36:00.002+08:00

Things happen.

Just don't know when it exactly happens.

Life is like that.

I'm not blaming anything.

Its just part of living.

Honestly, i'm quite unhappy about it.

But what else can i do.

I'll just leave it to fate to decide.

9/4/09

2009-04-09T17:55:00.004+08:00

I love you.
I trust you.

Maybe i'm expecting too much. ...Am I?

2009-04-08T17:04:00.000+08:00

We are the best !

6/4/09

2009-04-06T20:50:00.002+08:00

Thats just life.

3/4/09

2009-04-03T06:41:00.001+08:00

YES I'M TIRED! It's been a busy week this week. 5 days of work and one day of fun and sweat. I seriously need my sleep. oh gawd.

I shall cut down some weight in the meantime!

1/4/2009

2009-04-01T22:03:00.002+08:00

Everything starts with one.

Currently: Drinking Strawberry Milk.
Mood: Tired, but Happy.

EVERYONE NEEDS CALCIUM !

2009-03-30T06:27:00.000+08:00

When people break their old selves, they embark on a journey to find a new self.

29/3/2009

2009-03-29T23:06:00.002+08:00

4 words.
I am holding back.

3 words.
Can't be bothered.

2 words.
I'm tired.

1 word.
Crazy.

28/3/2009

2009-03-28T00:35:00.000+08:00

Fourth Avenue Cafe

23/3/09

2009-03-23T18:37:00.007+08:00

Kenny has stories to tell today.

1st)
i'm sure everyone has noticed that people like to change their blog address as and when they like. Don't they realise how troublesome it is for their friends to edit the website each time they change it? Why can't they just stick to the original web address. After all, its just the same blog, but different words. Any reason why?

2nd)
On the way back to office, i was thinking. 'Tired' and 'Tried'. Why are they almost similar? Well, the reason is because they are very much connected to each other.
This is my reason: After trying so many times, people get tired of it. So they stop trying anymore.

3rd)
Went to Sentosa! Sentosa Cove. I'm starting to think that the residential lot at Sentosa Cove is very interesting. Not on the terraces there, but on the street names.
First comes 'Ocean Drive'. Next 'Treasure Island'. Then 'Paradise Island'. It's becoming more and more like a fairy tale haven.

Last year i asked my supervisor on how much would it cost to buy one of those 3 storey terraces there. He said it was $7-$8 mil. In Singapore dollars of course.
Well i was shocked. Because the first time i saw it, it was just a piece of land. But now when i look at it, its like a dream house. I was looking at the drawing plans and i laughed. 6 Bedrooms including master bedroom, add a guest room, and a maid room. 2 kitchens - a western kitchen and an asian kitchen. One big living area and a big dining area. In the backyard - Swimming pool with jacuzzi seat, and a boat dock. Many toilets. And the toilet in the master bedroom was HUGE.

4th)
Short day tomorrow. Yay.

5th)
Been hooked up on Suikoden Tierkreis on Nintendo DS. I love suikoden games.

6th)
1 thing to do.
- Not be so bored at home when the DS isn't around.

7th)
Now that my skin is like JUSTICE BAO, i have been staring at me, with HUGE eyes, and mouth open wide. And i also have people mistaking me as a malay. Clap. Now people speak more english to me.

8th)
Now my leg is like jellyfish. And i need plenty of water to drink.

End.

22/3/09

2009-03-22T17:52:00.001+08:00

The only one thing that wouldn't end up right?

Answer: Me.

21/3/09

2009-03-21T23:44:00.000+08:00

厌倦了相对无言两颗心越来越远...

18/3/2009

2009-03-18T21:38:00.004+08:00

Photos from work. Its just trees. And mosquitoes. And ants. And spiders. And every other bugs.

17/3/2009

2009-03-17T23:17:00.001+08:00

因为...

16/3/09

2009-03-16T17:29:00.001+08:00

15/3/2009

2009-03-15T09:46:00.002+08:00

PP sale

2009-03-09T06:43:00.003+08:00

NPCHOIR Concert tickets are up for sale.

Grandioso IV: Journey
Date: 26 April 2009
Venue: NAFA Campus 3: Lee Foundation Theatre
Time: 7pm
Cost: $10 each

Please lemme know direct if you're interested.

8/3/2009

2009-03-08T13:56:00.001+08:00

4/3/2009

2009-03-04T18:09:00.002+08:00

Just came back from work on a Wednesday afternoon.

Pretty tired and tired. No other word to describe it other than Tired.

Now i have so many things to do but it all sums up just to one thing.

And then i gotta check the room bookings for Choir cos its now a holiday and everything is just gonna go haywire.

Wish me good luck.

2/3/2009

2009-03-02T16:49:00.000+08:00

1/3/2009

2009-03-01T13:11:00.002+08:00

Only Way
Melody: Steve Soh
Lyrics: Tingren

Male Lead: Steve Soh
Female Lead: Tan Jingyi

Female vocal supporter: Weenee Chong
Male vocal supporter: Rex & Jia Yi

Winner for Impresario 2009
Hosted 28 Feb 2009

Congrats people :)

28/2/2009

2009-02-28T05:30:00.003+08:00

Start of story

Vending machine. 5th floor. 8pm.

Anything for the birthday boy.

End of post

25/2/2009

2009-02-25T01:09:00.001+08:00

Some things which are meant to be,
and some things which are not meant to be.

Kenny just wants everyone to know that, no matter what life may be, strive for the best.

Regrets take you a long way back.

For now, maybe i should just live the way it is.